"I lost my keys in the great unknown
And call me please 'Cuz I can't find my phone
This is the stuff that drives me crazy
This is the stuff that's getting to me lately
In the middle of my little mess
I forget how big I'm blessed
This is the stuff that gets under my skin
But I gotta trust You know exactly what You're doing
It might not be what I would choose
But this is the stuff You use"
I have a feeling Francesca Battistelli thought she was writing about her morning not mine, but this LITERALLY was what my Thursday looked like. I had already taken two tests that week and had a day to study for a midterm, along with 3 other assignments, labs and write-ups. Surprisingly, I was not overwhelmed.
Tired? yes.
Overwhelmed? no.
Time and time again God has proven himself to me, and has gotten me through much more difficult tasks. Why would I not trust Him with this?
As I was leaving class with a classmate/friend, I casually put my hands in my handy dandy pocket with the expectation of grabbing those wonderful metal engine igniters- and they were not there. Me and my friend searched everywhere to no avail. (did I mention my family was also not picking up their phones?) My gracious friend decided to take me to her house so we could go ahead and start studying for our midterm, and I could try to work out this whole no keys ordeal.
Midterm- that had totally slipped my mind! No keys- how would I get home to where the food was? (I'm always thinking about food) and sleep- my poor bed. I know I probably wouldn't get much sleep with this midterm but I would like the option.
Overwhelmed? I was getting there.
I finally was able to communicate with my family and they were on a house wide search for a spare- which we were not sure existed.
"God, please help me find my keys, please give me peace" I mumbled to myself.
Assuming I was talking to her, my friend popped her head into the room and asked me what I said, (man do I find myself looking like a crazy person quite often) "I'm just talking to God!" no big deal :)
and this is where God blew me away.
"I wanted to talk to you about that..." She said and then she told me about her religious background and asked me about mine (and another Jesus lovin' (loved) classmate)and how she wanted something like that. I got to spend at LEAST 30 min just talking about Jesus. Can my day get any better? Not too much.
But it did! I got to pray for her to know truth with my family as they brought the only spare key they could find. Thankfully it was mine. I also found my original key at the campus police station, the bus driver had turned it in.
You may not be prone to loose things like me, but in one way or another you don't measure up. Our God- Our great, big, wonderful, creator, still sees fit to use you as He does me, even with all our faults and failures. It absolutely baffles me.
because I suck.
But as God tells Paul and also tells my heart- "My grace is all you need because my power works best in weakness" I will boast in my weakness. (and boy do I have plenty of that)
I have nothing but Christ to boast in! He is faithful. He will not abandon me.
Deuteronomy 31:8, “The LORD himself goes before you and will be with you; He will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged”
Until The Whole World Hears,
EP
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